To Christopher,
Dude, what do you
know about me, you ended the life of my mother who has since what happened been
treated for depression, I need to tell you she loved me very much; you also
stole the joy from my father, and left him destroyed, finished, aged; and I've
always said he was a father with a young guy’s face and you have destroyed the
lives of my children who were everything to me, you got me out of their lives
in such a cowardly and cruel way. Who will do what I should do for them if you
put yourself in God's place and
steal my life like and owned it, Dude you are a destructive hero, you always
knew that I was never a threat to you and know this very well, I was an easy
prey in your hands with a gun, and you destroyed it all, why? And yet no man
was to do what you did, just with my family my dreams, my life projects, all
these dreams; but it was much more.
You caused unbelievable pain on a huge amount of people; because if you
do not know, I tell you, even though I have faults like everyone else, I had
many people who loved me very much and are still suffering in an unbelievable
way, not only for my death, BUT MAINLY FOR YOUR cowardice in not taking your
criminal act with a gun on your hand; if
you do not know, I tell you, I was always very careful when walking with
someone at the wheel, I could not walk without a belt, not ride with whoever
was driving too fast, except on the day you cowardly killed me, because I
wanted to escape, because I knew your reputation as a ruthless, not walk, nor
entered a car with a driver who had been drinking, he was my best friend; I did
everything not to get involved in an accident; but on that day you got me
involved in an accident with a thirst for killing you involved me in the jaws
of death; and if you still pretend he is not with you, I'll say: I DIED BECAUSE
YOU DECIDED TO USE YOUR GUN SO IRRESPONSIBLE, CRIMINAL AND WITHOUT ANY LOVE FOR
LIFE, THIS IS WHY I DIED FOR YOUR SOLE AND EXCLUSIVE GUILT, BEEN YOU, CHISTOFER
THAT KILLED ME.
So do not forget, I will never be able to
visit my parents, the beautiful and gorgeous BRAZIL, where I lived my
adolescence, AND THAT IS YOUR FAULT, remember that. Graduations I will not
participate of my children, and be able to have a beautiful birthday party of
my children with all my friends and relatives.
I will no longer have dream of my apartment in
New York, and there do incredible shopping and live intensely, AND THAT'S YOUR
FAULT, remember that.
I will no longer be a Lawyer, my cherished
dream, and no longer will I be able to read my favorite books, and even listen
to my music; I will not hear my "Old Rock n’ Roll", as I called him
intimately. AND THAT'S YOUR FAULT, remember that.
I will no longer have my beautiful little
daughter, LETICIA, nor my dear and lovely little boy, DANIEL. (do not ask me
why the name) AND THAT'S YOUR FAULT, remember that.
I will no longer take a good wine with my
friends, and even pop a Champanhepra celebrate my victories, AND THAT'S YOUR
FAULT.
I will make no more birthdays, and even do my
birthday 26 years and earn gifts and kisses from my children.
My greatest desire is that there be a judge in
UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, that looks my cause and do justice before the
heavenly father, the love I have for my children,
So much that I'll ever have, and that my
relatives and friends also cannot live with me, so much pain and suffering you
have caused all of them, AND THAT'S YOUR FAULT, remember that. "
André Luis De Castro Martins
PS: By his mom Romi M C Martins
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